back in the game

having not had sex with anyone else for a year and a half, i was still torn over my ex. even though we are not together, i still felt like "his".

i had gone on a couple dates in the time since we had broken up, but never slept with anyone else. i almost felt guilty about it. especially when we kept hooking back up and hearing him tell me how much he missed me and had feelings or me, blah blah and all that shit. i decided he would just have to deal with me moving on and i had to do that without guilt or sadness.

it was time to break that feeling of connection. i had to make it official- there was zero chance we would work things out. and how would i accomplish that?

fuck someone else!

and yes, i did.