it's just still SO weird

i spent the night at the radio guy's place last night. i came over after his show. we fooled around. we went for food, watched a video, fooled around again. it was a nice time. he's a very interesting & cool guy.

so anyway, of course, the evening gets brought up on the show. he told his partner about his "whole long evening" with me. he said how he was thinking about me since sunday and couldn't wait to get some, so he was so excited i was coming over. he bragged about the fantastic oral action he got before we went out. he went into detail about positioning and uh, for lack of a better term, "finishing". wow. they then went on to discuss my boobs. thankfully he was complimenting them on their natural large size while still maintaining a round perky shape. with all the detail, you'd think he was my gynocologist!

so here i am, listening intently, to the guy i had just spent the last evening with discuss me for all of SD to hear. it is just so weird.

i am not sure i can deal with this. although i realize there is no real future possibilities with a guy like this, i am still drawn to him. it just really has no other outcome than just plain bad news.