the drawbacks of the radio guy
i hung out w/the radio guy on sunday, had a great time, blah blah. i kinda like him...he's smart, funny, and interesting. great. ok. i don't come across gents i find that interesting, so it was a nice surprise.
on monday, he talked about our date on the show- a lot. all positive, thank god. it was SOOOOO weird to hear his opinions of our evening. i had mixed emotions on this experience. it was kind of flattering to hear that he thought highly enough about me to say things. on the down side, people i don't even know have opinions on my actions.
tonight (tuesday) i listened to the show again. i almost didn't want to hear...but in some perverted way, i couldn't help myself. it was like picking at a scab, you keep doing it even if it pisses you off.
there was a show segment on good/bad oral. fortunately, i was mentioned at length in the amazing dept. i was described at a "oral artist", "a master" and "the best ever". well, at least it was complimentary. so that was kind of funny. they went into detail on my technique and style, which was so fucking weird to listen to. he had mentioned another girl who was horrible, so thank god i wasn't talked about like that.
here's where the story goes a little bad...
he has mentioned he has a date on the friday before our date, mentioned how she was skinny as a rail and she gave horrible head. then he says "fast forward to sunday, when the girl was a little more voluptuous but gave the most amazing fantastic oral". hmmmmm. shit! the guys pretty much broke it down that bigger girls tend to give better head because they had to develop more bedroom skills because they have to hook guys with something else than their bodies.
now i'm not sure to be offended that he described me as a "bigger girl" or flattered that he called me an "oral picaso". i am so confused now.
i mean, i like this guy. but can i deal with the weird side effect of his peculiar job? it's so surreal. i will, no doubtedly, get talked about again if things continue.
i'm on my way to the gym for the second time today, i am horrified at being described as a "bigger girl". no joke.
on monday, he talked about our date on the show- a lot. all positive, thank god. it was SOOOOO weird to hear his opinions of our evening. i had mixed emotions on this experience. it was kind of flattering to hear that he thought highly enough about me to say things. on the down side, people i don't even know have opinions on my actions.
tonight (tuesday) i listened to the show again. i almost didn't want to hear...but in some perverted way, i couldn't help myself. it was like picking at a scab, you keep doing it even if it pisses you off.
there was a show segment on good/bad oral. fortunately, i was mentioned at length in the amazing dept. i was described at a "oral artist", "a master" and "the best ever". well, at least it was complimentary. so that was kind of funny. they went into detail on my technique and style, which was so fucking weird to listen to. he had mentioned another girl who was horrible, so thank god i wasn't talked about like that.
here's where the story goes a little bad...
he has mentioned he has a date on the friday before our date, mentioned how she was skinny as a rail and she gave horrible head. then he says "fast forward to sunday, when the girl was a little more voluptuous but gave the most amazing fantastic oral". hmmmmm. shit! the guys pretty much broke it down that bigger girls tend to give better head because they had to develop more bedroom skills because they have to hook guys with something else than their bodies.
now i'm not sure to be offended that he described me as a "bigger girl" or flattered that he called me an "oral picaso". i am so confused now.
i mean, i like this guy. but can i deal with the weird side effect of his peculiar job? it's so surreal. i will, no doubtedly, get talked about again if things continue.
i'm on my way to the gym for the second time today, i am horrified at being described as a "bigger girl". no joke.

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