my new life
after a grueling 4 day drive across the country, i arrived in my new town- ann arbor, michigan.
i was immediately filled with a rush of nostalgia, excitement, joy and (most importantly), purpose. i was in ann arbor! i had longed to return for five long years. i had overcome my issues with doubt and fear that had previously prevented me from going back to school.
of course, i'm racked with lonliness due to the absense of a bf that doubled as a cheerleader whenever i question myself. sigh. it is only forcing me to be even more independent. is the end result as special if i do not have someone to share it with?
aside from adjusting to the weather, life is sllllloooooowly returning to normal. i am still overly tired and under inspired.
fuck! i knew this would be hard...but this is HARD!
i was immediately filled with a rush of nostalgia, excitement, joy and (most importantly), purpose. i was in ann arbor! i had longed to return for five long years. i had overcome my issues with doubt and fear that had previously prevented me from going back to school.
of course, i'm racked with lonliness due to the absense of a bf that doubled as a cheerleader whenever i question myself. sigh. it is only forcing me to be even more independent. is the end result as special if i do not have someone to share it with?
aside from adjusting to the weather, life is sllllloooooowly returning to normal. i am still overly tired and under inspired.
fuck! i knew this would be hard...but this is HARD!

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