genius=no man

Gemini Horoscope for today...
April 22nd 2006
It's a good time for a strategic retreat. You need to consider your own issues and feelings before turning to face someone else's. It's going to be hard to express yourself to anyone you are attracted to.

Fuck, that's so right on. I was crushing on my "pool boy" and just when i think it can actually go somewhere...POW!!! Not gonna happen. Dammit- what is wrong here?!? I like this guy, he likes me...there always seems to be soemthing to fuck it all up. just when i think i'm over j and s i realize i'm just as fuck'd up as everyone else on the planet.

this realization makes me sad. i am feeling like crying. i just feel so let down by the entire male species. (all but my dogs, who remain constantly faithful). i am totally blown off by S (who i still have some feelings for, i realize), i am played with by the pool boy (who i can never tell when he's kidding or not). how can such an independent smart woman get worked over by men SO OFTEN?!?! My IQ is in the genius range, for god's sake. Why does this seem so hard for me?! Idiots can find a guy in five minutes.

I need to be a hermit and swear off men forever, i swear!!!!