why sandi doesn't want kids

yes, most girls grow up with the idea that one day they will grow up and make babies, be a mom, blah blah. i have never ever wanted that. if anything, the way i grew up influenced me towards NOT wanting kids. i am basically terrified i would be sorry i had them, like my mom.

when i do get involved with pro-kid guys, i have a hard time faking enthusiasm about the idea of having a family. i have yet to meet a guy who made me feel at ease with the thought. one day? i'm not counting on it. i am completely content parenting my puppies. there is almost no chance i will end up hating them.

on the same note, why isn't having a child-free life more accepted now adays? I am looked at like an alien when i say i'm not interested in having kids. what? why not? don't you want a little baby to love? uh, not thanks. i plan on a plenty full life with out the hassle of kids. men are so egotistical sometimes, must... reproduce... my... genes. that was a huge issue w/the ex & me. he was dead set on making babies & i went along because i loved him. i was THIS CLOSE to going through with it and then my brain said WTF this is not the life you want. thank god for small favors. i have bigger things in store for my life than just being "sandi jr's mommy".