ok, i'm over him

guys can be pretty clueless.

that's my obvious statement of the day.

ok, i'm officially over over over S. i am going to stop expecting him to ever be what i want.

face reality san, he is not going to get it. he's too involved with his own "poor me"/"im lonely" life to see how much you really care about him. you will find someone who is actually AVAILABLE emotionally & will return all the effort/care/atention you put into them. (that's my pep talk to myself)

that's too bad, i was *actually* into this one.