uh, akward anyone?

i went to my new fav hangout in town w/a gf tonight. oops, who do i run into but the guy i hooked up with from LAST weekend! ya, the same guy i went out with on wednesday & went skinny dipping with & haven't *really* talked to since then...ya, that guy.

we walk in & go up to the bar. immediately my gf goes "oh hey, there's so-and-so" and I roll my eyes and think "of course it is, who else would i run into?".

let me clarify, it's not that i *don't* want to see him again or had a bad time or anything. i just have been playing it very cool w/this guy. he is a nice guy & all, i just can't figure out if he's than into me or not. and i don't know if *i* am that into him. i just am not about to chase any guy or throw myself at anyone. if he wants to see me, he call give me a call. i'm done doing the work.

so we go over to him & he gives me the side hug. ok, that's weird. dude- you had your tongue in my pussy two days ago and i get the SIDE HUG??? fine, ok, i can deal with that. it is a little akward.

so we have small talk & then he goes back to join his party. very impersonal. i felt SO weird. was he brushing me off? is he here with someone else? does he want to see me again?

jesus, i felt like a chick!!! and i HATE that feeling.

when we left it was a little better. he said "oh aren't we going to that show next weekend?". (i had invited him to a play but i wasn't going to mention it again if he didn't bring it up.) i told him to give me a call.

i'll give him two days to call or he's fired.