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So it is seeming if fate is pointing me another direction than Northern California right now. I have been here a year & am still not feeling "home" here. I have yet to land a good job, yet to make many friends, yet to find places to call my own. It could be me...could be the area. I have felt restless but not sure what I am searching for.

I will be bumming around So Cal for a little bit, subletting my place & seeing what I come up with. In an attempt to get back on my path (or maybe find it in the first place) I am going to reevaluate things in San Diego (aka home).

I might be back in a month, maybe never. At this point I just can't make any decisions about anything. I get in these funks once in a while.

I am sad to be leaving the Bay Area. I really like it up here. I feel like I didn't take advantage of enough that is around me. I feel like maybe I didn't give it enough of a try.

The biggest things I'm sad about is leaving my two best friends- K & S, who have been lifesavers & treasures this last year. I don't know what I would have done without them. I love you guys!!!! Luckily, it's only an hour away via plane & I guess I might as well start racking up frequent flier miles.

I'll be back!