eye candy everywhere

when i'm in a relationship it's like i have blinders on. i don't notice men around me. all my attention is on the guy i'm in love with. this last guy was no exception. i was all about him when we were together.

now, i am a s.i.n.g.l.e. girl and my brain has taken notice of all the attractive men around me. there's a LOT of them out there! i forgot.

not that i have any interest in doing anything with any of them. my heart still needs to heal from the last one. i just enjoy looking.

last night i went out for drinks with a buddy from work. there was a table of 3 good looking sandi-type guys next to us that i couldn't help noticing. the one i dubbed "tie guy" kept looking at me, dispite my not-so-cute after work look i had going on. hmmm... so my buddy says let's invite him over to our table. i quicly reply "noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo". i explain that my heart isn't into anyone else right now...just not interested.

in some ways, i think it'd be disrespectful to the bf if i was all after dudes like three days after we broke up. i think it would hurt him. and that's just not my style. the botom line is- i may enjoy looking but i need time to heal.