living and loving and losing

i have been w//my bf now for the last 7 months. i adore him, he's special and all that other mushy crap. problems have been creeping in our relationship the last couple months. probably fueled by my weird housing situation (a string of unstable shitty living locations) and job dissatisfaction, his "funk" and other misc shit going on in both of our lives, things have been tense between us recently. sadly, things have not recovered as quickly as we both expected (and hoped).

ugh...my heart hurts.