toxic parents

somehow i got a really short end of the parent stick. my mom, is completely psycho and finds no other joy in life than trying to fuck with me. her immaturity is comedic. her daily ranting of 5-10 hate-filled emails are insane and sad at the same time. maybe one day i will look back and laugh at her. right now she is a pathetic figure that i'm trying desperately to cut out of my life to no avail. she is like a stalker- reading my blog/myspace, emailing me, calling me. what the hell? if i'm so horrible, like she says, why is she harassing me all the time.

i don't get it. will there ever come a day where we can be at peace? well, for now, i guess it will be this way- me ignoring her & her continue to rant.